Kabit kabit na sulat-- Mga Litrato

Sana pwede rin akong magkwento gamit ang mga litrato.

Mga tatlong daang litrato.

Tatlong daang litratong dadaig sa mga litratong pinagmamalaki nya.

Ang totoo, mahigit pa sa tatlong daang litratong kuwento ang meron ako.

Na magkasama tayo.

Yung magkadikit tayo.

Magkayakap.

Sana pwede ka ring maglagay ng litrato

Na lalagyan mo rin ng kwento sa ilalim.

Yung kung gaano tayo kasaya.

Kung gaano tayo kaligaya.

Na Magkasama.

Magkayakap.

Siguro nga, mas marami tayong nagawa

sa nakalipas na mahigit apat nang taon.

Mas naging masaya ka sa atin.

Naging mas malaya.

Nagkaron ka ng mga alaala na sa akin mo lang naranasan.

Nagawa natin lahat ng mga bagay na masaya tayong dalawa.

Pero sa lahat ng mga nagawa natin,

Walang pwedeng makaalam kundi tayo.

Walang litratong pwedeng lumabas

Walang ibang pwedeng maging masaya

Walang ibang taong pwedeng maging masaya para sa atin

Walang ibang taong pwedeng mainggit 

Dahil walang ibang taong pwedeng makaalam 

Na mahal mo ako

Na kasama mo ako

Na Niyayakap mo ako

Walang ibang taong pwedeng makaalam

Kung gaano kita kamahal

Kung gaano ko ka-gustong makasama ka

Mayakap ka

Lunod

Para yang, inihagis ka sa gitna ng malalim na dagat..
 ikampay mo man ang mga kamay mo,
ipadyak mo man sa tubig ang mga paa mo,
makakuha ka man ng kaunting hangin,
mas malalim pa rin yung sa ilalim
kesa sa naaabot ng hininga mo sa itaas...

Yung tubig kasi,
kahit hindi nagsasalita,
kahit wala naman syang ginagawa sa yo..
lulunurin ka nyan,
walang awang pipigain ang hangin palabas sa baga mo,
habang kampay ka ng kampay sa kawalan,
yung tubig sa paligid mo,
kung ano sya nung inihagis ka sa kanya,
yun pa rin sya nung nilunod ka nya.

Still Alive and Kicking..and Panting...and Wanting...

Been more than a year since I have blogged about anything here!!

Atleast naman naaalala ko pa pala ang access ko to this dearly beloved blog site.

This has been my venting area since 6 years ago, at eto, na-erase ko na ang lumang laman at may bagong laman na, but still in perfect use.

Sisimulan ko ulit magsulat ng storyang may "laman", if you all know what i mean, and I will try to finish one story every week, starting with my next post, which is in a while..... ;-)

See you then!

Clean Slate

I have missed this blog site....!!

I mean it!

I'm actually smiling while typing these letters, because I really missed writing here..i missed being just the unadulterated, straightforward me.

Before this post, there were 53 previous posts already in here. and they were of a distant past that was an utterly ugly picture that I don't want to remember anymore.

Those were ramblings of a desperate heart, desperate for something similar to love...

Oh well, as they say, let bygones be bygones....

I want to start with a clean slate, I want to enjoy what I have right now, as what Ethan always tells me. You shall read more of Ethan as he is my parallel opposite, whatever that may mean to you.

Speaking of Ethan, we were just about done resting our swollen feet from walking around naif Square, right smack from where the Baniyas Metro Station was. We did this from around 6 until 8 but our day started earlier than that. Went with him for his interview and then we ate chicken satay with peanut butter sauce, plus some extra (which im not gonna mention coz i think what we did was illegal, you know, sneaking outside food into a resto). So after that, we walked towards the old naif square or nasr square to some, i think it's one and the same. We passed by shops and showrooms and stopped by a store selling chocolate by the kilo. he bought about 4 dirhams worth. he's a chocolate whore. After this, we walked towards the fish roundabout, and walked past the old Maktoum Hospital. It was the first time I see that it's being demolished, most of the buildings are gone while there is still this one eerie building that looked like an asylum that was still standing waiting to be pumelled to the ground.

After that the stores and shops upon shops of various things and what-nots welcomed us. I realized I haven't been to Naif Square since about 6 years ago. There was a small change brought about by the Metro Station, but all the other old buildings were still there. We stopped by a sports house and found some cheap but quality rollerblades which we will definitely be buying. Then we window shopped mostly, until we reach the deepest corners and busiest alleys of the old square. I reminded my self to bring my camera with me next time.

It was his first time around that place and I'm happy I brought something new to him, even though it was just as simple as a walk through old, busy and dirty alleys. Some good things in life are still free, or comes with a small cost, realistically speaking.